Life's Memory !!!

I didn't know what to do
when I felt tired of life.
I didn't know where to go
even if escapade was a given chance.

I don't know why I'm here
if knowing why matters.
I'm lost in a world, I don't recognize.

Only a faint smell of mom's lap
haunts my memory.
A floating face of a tear struck dad
waves at me.

A warm memory of the afternoon sun,
that shines brightly outside my window.
That comfortable, warm evening,
listening to blank quietness of my room.

A glistering memory not older than a year
shall haunt my senses for ever n ever n ever...