I'm No Loser....I'm a winner !!!

Ø I’m No Loser I’m A Winner,

Ø I’m A Survivor I’m No Sinner,

Ø Tested In Many Walks Of Life

Ø Filling It With Lots Of Strife

Ø I Have Failed Again Today

Ø But Tommorow Will Be Mine

Ø Like A Star I Will Also Shine

Ø I Will Not Give Up Because I Know I Can

Ø I Don’t Care If I Have No Support Of Any Man

Ø Oh Life U Can Test Me Howmuch U Want

Ø To Your Hearts Content But Be Ready If U Cant

Ø Cause,

Ø No More Like The Tree Will Be I Weak

Ø Bending With The Heavy Blowing Wind And Meek

Ø I Have Decided To Put An End

Ø To The Chapter Of Failure My Best Friend

Ø Success No More With Me U Can Play Hide And Seek
Cause Its Time Now For Me To Be In The Lead

Snatching the Innocence !!!

I wished I prayed to god, to remove this fog
And clear the vision it distorted
I am on a thready branch,
My life has just started.
I don’t want to loose my innocence,
I want to live my adolescence
Why do you want me to grow old?
Why do you force me to mould?
Don’t I have the right to be young?
Not only physically but from my thoughts?
Suddenly the world for me has shrunk
Remove this fog, my vision it distorts.

I am too young to fly like an eagle
To young to roar, my voice is so feeble.
I don’t want to see the distorted picture
Please help me I am a poor creature.
It pains me to know you stabbed my back
You could always stab my face,
But I know its courage that you lack.
If think you are right,
Just look into my eyes.
Please god; remove this fog,
And clear the vision it distorts.

Mercy Killing !!!

With the innocence of a child I once asked, why do people suicide, uncle?
He said- it’s what cowards do to hide from their troubles.
Those words got engraved in my mind,
When I grew up I became a social worker for the sake of humankind
And then one-day science invented something very satanic,
They called it ‘mercy killing’; but for me the whole concept was sick,
They argued that it’s better to end the life then being a burden,
I simply couldn’t understand which devil had conquered the minds of these men.
I tried to put brains into their heads,
But all my efforts fell dead.

The concept of mercy killing was getting touchy,
People started considering it as an easy remedy.
By that time I had grown old,
the wrinkles had shown up
Like all oldies I also got stuck to bed.
Soon my body started to degrade,

I puked; I coughed the whole day, whole night
Initially my children took care of me,
But soon they started to have fights.
Looking after me was not so easy.
The solution they arrived on,
Was to pay me back with some shining dimes.1
Soon, for me, they hired a home nurse,
She took care of me day and night,
All my children had to do was to fill her purse

I wondered and painfully smiled over the thought-
Parents took care of their child without the condition of money and time,
but for taking care of them their children fought,
In the name of money, effort and time
That day I wrote my will,
In that I asked for the satanic mercy kill.
When my children got to know this they didn’t react,
All they did was to sit around me when the doctors did their act.
When the needle entered the vain of mine,
I didn’t fell the pain thinking of those payback dimes
As my death-call approached through the arms of science,
I just wondered- would it ever prick their conscience?

~~~Source..Some Article

Against The Wall !!

I sit on this cold sidewalk
With my back against the wall
As people pass me by
They hardly look at me at all

I stick out my right hand
And I quietly plead
Praying someone will take the time
To help a poor man in need

Some people give me a few dollars
While others pitch me a nickel or dime
Some people have nothing to offer
Because I'm not even worth their time

My very presence seems to offend them
I’m just another pathetic being
Another miserable, lazy loser
Is what I am; is what they’re seeing

I never would have thought
That I would end up sitting here
What happened to my dreams?
A house? A family? A career?

While on the road of life
Some where I’ve taken a wrong path
Now I’m lost and terrified
Completely consumed in this angry wrath

So now I try to come up with a plan
For my social restitution
To rejoin society's ranks
And put an end to this destitution

I've reached a point of desperation
Enough to lie, to cheat, to steal
As my hunger pains increase and
I don't know where to find my next meal

Something has to give because
This is not the way it’s supposed to be
I’m frantically looking for an answer
A solution to this life of poverty

I doubt I’ll make it out
In fact, I hold little hope at all
As I sit on this cold sidewalk
With my back against the wall

~~~by Amanda Bee

Easy Vs Difficult !!!

Easy is to get a place is someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue.

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound.

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness.

Easy is to set rules
Difficult is to follow them.

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream.

Easy is to show victory
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity.

Easy is to admire a full moon
Difficult to see the other side.

Easy is to stumble with a stone
Difficult is to get up.

Easy is to enjoy life every day
Difficult to give its real value.

Easy is to promise something to someone
Difficult is to fulfill that promise.

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day.

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself.

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them.

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action.

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt.

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give.

Easy to read this
Difficult to follow.

Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings.

Silen...!!!

Another day...come n go
Just another defeat...
Can't wait..
Can't share..
Need some time to overcome..
Can't do anything instead of laughing at myself..
Silence...Alone...???

U Can't Make It Everytime !!!

Life is too short to put up with unsatisfactory situations. Do things because you want to do them not because someone else expects you to do them. Any decision resulting in a loss of your valuable time or self respect is unacceptable. Don't do things because they are expected of you or because you think you should or because you will feel anxious or guilty if you don't. It's later than you think.

Change UR Vision !!!

There was a millionaire who was bothered by severe eye pain. He consulted so many physicians and was getting his treatment done. He did not stop consulting galaxy of medical experts; he consumed heavy loads of drugs and underwent hundreds of injections.

But the ache persisted with great vigour than before. At last a monk who has supposed to be an expert in treating such patients was called for by the millionaire. The monk understood his problem and said that for sometime he should concentrate only on green
colours and not to fall his eyes on any other colours. The millionaire got together a group of painters and purchased barrels of green color and directed that every object his eye was likely to fall to be painted in green colour just as the monk had
directed.

When the monk came to visit him after few days, the millionaire's servants ran with buckets of green paints and poured on him since he was in red dress, lest their master not see any other colour and his eye ache would come back.

Hearing this monk laughed said "If only you had purchased a pair of green spectacles, worth just a few rupees, you could have saved these walls and trees and pots and all other articles and also could have saved a large share of his fortune. You cannot paint
the world green." Let us change our vision and the world will appear accordingly. It is foolish to shape the world, let us shape ourselves first.

Lets change our vision..!!

Think simple,Live simple.."

I'm (Not) So Lonely !!

"Being a loner is not being lonely. Loners look not depressed but radiant.
They are at peace. They don't crave others."

"We always exhibit just one aspect of our being. It can be our mind, body or spirit but never the complete self. Spending time with yourself enriches your personality."

"I get my best thought when i am alone."

Today we have anyone and everyone for a friend, except ourselves. Others may know of our likes and dislikes but only we know our body chemistry. So it is extremely important to be friends with yourself. Taking time out to do something that entertains you only.
Why should every action of yours be dictated by societal pressure ?
Why should you do everything to please others ?
We are always playing one role or the other and, in this process, we have lost our true selves.

In this world, where people are known by their associations, how is it that some choose to be alone ? They do not need others all the time.
In their sorrow, they choose to be alone; in their ecstacy, they choose to be alone.
Not lonely, just alone. By choice !!

What I Feels !!!

If You Have A Dream Don't wait for some distant day to come,
it may be too late before you've even begun.

Not everyone will agree with all you decide.
Be true to yourself first and foremost.

The only important thing in life is what you do
with the time you spend here on earth.

Don't be afraid to follow your desires,
they are not silly nor selfish.

Take the time and do what makes you feel alive.
Leave your fears and regrets in the past,
for this is where they belong.

Don't cloud today with things that can't be undone.
You have no more control over yesterday or tomorrow,
than you do the raging of your passions.

Do not quiet these dreams nor quench your desires.
For if you do, your journey is ended.

You have only today to begin a new and follow your dreams.
For in the end all we have are our memories.

When the twilight comes to us, let there be,
No excuses, no explanations, no regrets !!